HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY TA ALL YAW.!anyhoos, just came back from a talk.
it was ayte.
prettaye cool.
hmm, muh mind's all made up now.
i know whut imuh do next.
hahah.!
ok..so valentine's day aint all that bad.
beside da fact thta i aint got one.
but who gives.
well, mayb i do.
HAHAHA.!
accompanied me fer lunch just now.
sorry. dint know whut ta do.
dint wanna give false hope.
yuh gonna get ova it ayte.
aint no shit goona appen'.
oh wells, this is fer u, special one.
it aint the end of the world ayte.
hold yuh head high fer there's many more to come.
i aint no expert but i can speak thru experience.
i know how yuh feelin.
take yuh time.
there aint no rush.
do whut yuh hafta do.
and yuh might never know.
someone out there might b made fer yuh.
only time can tell.
so dont ask for much.
actually, dont even ask.
live each day a new.
you'll get by da day.
yuh got addicted ta da habit.
not too much.
just a lil bit a day.
if it makes yuh feel betta,
bring me along.
imuh hear yuh out.
yuh were there fer me.
imuh b there fer yuh too.
aint sayin its gonna b easy.
just rememba that..
every endin brings yuh closer ta a new beginnin.remember that ayte.
one more thang,
yuh aint alone.
yuh haf me by yuh side.
plenty love.
[Be strong, believe]
and so i cant go.
but it aint affectin me, just yet.(?)
has it not occured ta me yet.
or aint i allowin it ta.
does this show some signs.
aint much ta me.
i was sure bout where imuh headin.
but everythin's changed.
im stuck.
cant go on.
cant move back.
imuh caught in da middle.
no emotions attached
or atleast i try.
avoidin it in fear of fallin hard.AGAIN.
cant afford that.
fer muh heart's bruised.
hard.
broken a couple of times only holdin tight by tapes.
hit it hard & it'll shatter.
are yuh gone.
done fer da last time.
just dat i aint realisin it.?
if so, whut am i feelin.?
all yucky and bleah in inside.
nothang said there.
peace out yaw.
[photo-ryan caberra]
